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Irritability
Why is it I let little things annoy me? I started to write a rant to post here rather late last night, but gave up and went to bed - realising that part of the reason I was irritated was because I was tired. Helplessness is one of the things that really gets to me - if you're annoyed about something then do something about it - don't just sit around whinging. As is poor financial planning. Then there's the kind of irritability that comes from seeing other people's arrogance, (or perhaps me reading it in where it wasn't intended because I want to find it there) and wanting to do something about it, but knowing that the better course of action is to bite one's tounge; I suppose revenge is a dish best served up cold.
I thought my irritability would be cured by seven hours sleep, but it wasn't - this morning, while in Boots, someone tried to push in front of me in the queue, and I half shouted 'excuse me' at her. Why I was annoyed enough to get worked up about something that'd have added a minute or two to my journey Lord knows, but I was; even though I regretted doing it almost immediately.
I want a hug, and I want to surround myself with nice friendly people - and yes, I'm working on all of these things (no moaning without trying to change things, moaning permissible when change is difficult/taking a long time) I have a feeling I might be coming down with something, I feel as if I'm runing a temperature - a feeling I often get when I jerkily wake up having dozed on the train, but it generally passes. My eyes feel heavy - a cross between tired and as if they've been crying - which isn't a good sign - think it's time for some tablets.
I thought my irritability would be cured by seven hours sleep, but it wasn't - this morning, while in Boots, someone tried to push in front of me in the queue, and I half shouted 'excuse me' at her. Why I was annoyed enough to get worked up about something that'd have added a minute or two to my journey Lord knows, but I was; even though I regretted doing it almost immediately.
I want a hug, and I want to surround myself with nice friendly people - and yes, I'm working on all of these things (no moaning without trying to change things, moaning permissible when change is difficult/taking a long time) I have a feeling I might be coming down with something, I feel as if I'm runing a temperature - a feeling I often get when I jerkily wake up having dozed on the train, but it generally passes. My eyes feel heavy - a cross between tired and as if they've been crying - which isn't a good sign - think it's time for some tablets.